How.

How did I even get this far in life? I know I’m destined to be alone and that’s okay. I feel my organs going into shock and my legs forever ache. I’m seeing twirls of coloured wine splash around me which is what? 

Uni tomorrow which mother is driving as my little anxiety/asthma attack has left me pretty rotten. Hopefully will be able to sleep through the night without coughing. So can I post videos on here? Because I have a few I want to share as this is the visual picture of my self destruction. Talk tomorrow my dears xx