Monday, 18 March 2019

Phenoix

Phenoix you ate the soul for me. I hope to stop hurting you my darling. But I hurt everyone that gets close to me. I hurt myself. Cutting isn’t enough, overdosing isn’t enough. Death isn’t enough. I will never be enough. I think hanging will be enough but all I have is an extension cord and now I’m too drunk to even see straight. I just can’t cope. I don’t want to be locked away I want s life so why can’t I live it? I can’t breathe but I have a good life so why can’t I just live it??? I’m so selfish I hate myself. I want to to cut but know no good will come of it nothing will ever become of me. I can’t I just can’t do this 

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