Positive

I’m sick of being told to be positive. Life is not positive I am not positive. Things will get better, well maybe they wont. Maybe this is it. It’s my birthday this Sunday and I couldn’t care less. Does anyone else care? I’m not sure. This isn’t going to just go away. I’m so down this time. It crushes me. I’m too tired to care or to do anything about this. I don’t know what else to say