Saturday, 19 September 2015
Not going out.
Today was one of the first days anorexia stopped me from going out and living my life. Got invited to go down the river and be in the sun in this beautiful 30 degree heat. But after looking in the mirror and trying on countless different clothes I ended back in my original outfit and pulled out of going. I'm so disappointed in myself and ashamed of my body. I don't look well I don't look anything. Feeling depressed. Very depressed.