Wednesday, 12 March 2014
I miss you.
You died before I could understand. You died before I knew you. You were already my idol, you probably didn't even know. You probably didn't even notice me.
Who am I kidding. You were there for me. That's why it hurts.
You loved us all. You kept living your life letting nothing stop you and stand in your way. You were braver then I will ever be. You were stronger then and more that I can aspire to.
Unconditional love is the best kind. You will always have a special place in my heart filled with joyful, special and precious memories.
I'll never let you go. I want to be with you but I'm not allowed. Please one day take me with you because where you are is where I want to be.
If you knew me now you would be ashamed. Something tells me you are watching and disapproving but what does it matter. I walk alone. In spirit in mind. lord help me on judgement day.
What I would give for one more of your hugs. I miss you.