Friday, 14 February 2014
Was it bad? More complicated then bad. They both just can't express themselves and read each other wrong. I think they have forgotten themselves as a couple as their life together has turned into a chore not really a relationship. They both don't see the point and both think the other doesn't care. Ones crying for the others attention and for sympathy but wouldn't say I love you to when I know she does. I almost interrupted them to point out the psychology of it all and just tell one to say the three words. What gets me is this is marriage. This is life. Relationships change. I really can't see the point. I will always be alone because shit is too much. I can't listen to this shit. Life is bad. Everything that happens is bad. Where is th good in life!!?? Cos it sure as hell doesn't exists. This is all bullshit. All of it. What can I say? For what do I have to look forward to? Future confusion.
Running. I feel like running.
Drowning. Screaming, falling, cutting , dying.